must've hurt
People that commit suicide this way are selfish cowards. Don't have the balls to find another way. That truck driver has to live with this now. And you people that self harm.... If you're worried about "hiding" your cuts, do it somewhere that's normally covered up anyways. Upper arms, thigh, you get the point. Used to do the same thing, at one point I had 40 cuts on each arm so 80 all together. I stopped after those cuts healed. You can't kill what's hurting you on the inside by hurting yourself on the outside. You have to find a way to purge those feelings. I wrote down everything that was hurting me, wrote letters to the people that have hurt me, and then burned them all. Just getting the words out and putting them on paper helped. Burning them afterwards protects you from anyone reading it. It's worth a try.